[buddywiser]

My relationship with my partner has been on the rocks. It started when he accepted a software engineer job in the Netherlands. During his first 3 months there, we were constantly communicating. Then, little by little, he started not to call me and ignore my messages. I feel that he's now in a relationship with another woman. It broke my heart and I came to a realization that instead of crying and waiting for him to come back to me, just love myself more and do whatever I want. So I started to shop and buy anything that would make me feel better. Dream bags, high-end cosmetics, branded shoes and latest stuff. I don't know if I am doing the right thing but it helps me feel a bit better and boost my confidence. But to be honest, at the end of the day, I still long for him. I don't know how and when I can finally move on and just forget all about him.